Just Tell M< The Reason Y

I am who I am~
Just when the time come nearby,
My heart will just beat harder,
Even inside my mind,
Tick Tack~Tick Tack just repeat out of no time~
Tell me the reason why,
Why my heart is breaking down ?
Why my mouth is shutting up?
Why u r still in my mind?

How i could do that do u~
I recall what i had done,
But snce then,
You never be mine,
And never ever have become mine before~
Tick Tick Tick when my tear hit the ground~
Just the sound remind me,
The wave is not the same,
The smile is not the same,
And,
The soul is not the same anymore~

Just see the looks in your eyes~
Neither feeling of foes and friends resurface,
Just a recent pass byer,
Will knock over each other shoulder by no mean,
Will pass without knowing each other present by the side~

Have I read my mind?
Do i clear my mind?
Will I learn my mind?
Shall I close my mind?
How could it turn out be?
Am I still alive until then?
My souls will lead me to it,
When my time comes, my heart will go for it~